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[Saturday October 22nd, 2005 ♥] |
everyone keeps telling me to just get over you & move on, but they don't understand how hard i've already tried. & that i was over you at one point, but everytime i do get over you, you always come back to me & make me fall in love with you all over again. and every time it just makes it a little harder to get over you.
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[Sunday October 16th, 2005 ♥] |
RIP 10/13 MM & SM <3 mel stay strong
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[Wednesday October 12th, 2005 ♥] |
Im gunna start writing in this agian. shits prettty fucked up right now but whatever. Last weekend was pretty sick im not gunna lie.I hung out with my two favorite people the WHOLE weekend lana and lucy <3 me and lana are like bestfriends now :) Her sweet 16 is coming up I cant wait that reminds me thats jordans birthday, the same day. I really need to get him something good. hmm i no :) what else would that kid want haha. I cant stand this gay shit I have to do.I cant eat ANYTHING. and the stuff I can eat is so gross I dont even eat it. Im like allergic to wheat and gluton food. WHICH IS EVERYTHING U CAN POSSIBBLY EAT. YAY Im going to monster jamm with laguna the 25 I cant fuckenn waitt <3 its gunna be sickk
I used to LOVE cheerleading & now shits to fucked up. I dont even no whats happening to me. Cheerleading was my life. I just think this whole varsity and jv shit it getting to me and now this is the FIRST year im not competeting and it fucking sucks.:( & Im doing preetty good with tumbling im not gunna lie. I almost have my standing tuck roundoff layout and roundoff tuck :) I think im gunna try out for either eastelite or baystate agian,(allstars). ohh how i miss that season
 Lynn and cassiee :) sweet times.
boys boys boys. I dont know what to do anymore I cant stand the shit he does I just dont get it :/ I like him ALOT & and treats me like shit. People always say shit about this but they really have no idea about anything.I MISS BECCA SOMUCH. stupid fights we always get into and sierously that was the longest I havent talked to her and hung out with her. so many goodtimes<3 bestfriends always B+P=LOVEE :) HPARTY!<3
So don't go worrying about me It's not like I think about you constantly tho maybe i do but that shouldn't affect Your life anymore I knew it the moment you walked into the door
<3
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[Wednesday September 14th, 2005 ♥] |
today we had gymnastics and i like broke my foot ahh. after that me lynn lucy and vanessa went to see brian at work and chilled there for a while. hes pretty chilll jason was there toooo. this weekend im chileeeenn with lagunaa shess awesome hah <333
i miss youu.
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[Tuesday September 13th, 2005 ♥] |
I havnt wrote in weeks. school started i like it its not that bad. Cheerleadings okay. actually it fucking sucks! but w.e wow me and becca arnt friends anymore she tryed to apoligize to me and idontno shits not going to be the same=( i miss her a lot and ah the notes.. porkey and buckwheat :[ Yesterday was scottys birthday ♥ Me and scotty. DONT talk anymore AT ALL! we used to talk everynight for 38198348 hours and i miss that and the songs he used to play me. and now i dont even no he trys to be funny and be mean to me and he really was the only one who fucking understood anything and I could tell him everything! hes was my bestfriend. i loved him a LOT and dfuakldjaksldjsal shits gay.im hanging out with emily this weekend FINNALLY! haha i miss her <3 uhm yah and i basically hate this one person SO much. and fucking uh dont no hfdkjdaskjds. My cousin katherine. I havnt seen her in like 483028930218943 years and im not going to see her untill like after christmas. =( i miss her ALOT!
♥ commentttttttt
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[Thursday August 25th, 2005 ♥] |
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fuckkkkkyouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
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[Tuesday August 16th, 2005 ♥] |
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yeah Lynns has been with me for like 3 dayss :] monday we hung out with taylor Jeff and James then they came over at like 3 in the am and we went swimming and stuff it was pretty sweet :] last night we were supposed to chill with colleen and go to her house for her birthday thing but i guess it got cancelled so then Jeff and james came over agian at like 4 :] we made then walk haha ♥ yah were mean.. today Just me and lynn are sleeping at colleens! VANESSAS COMING HOME TOMORROW! mhm were hanging out with her i miss her soooo fucking much@ ♥
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[Saturday August 13th, 2005 ♥] |
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So I guess vanessa AGIAN pushed back the date she was coming home =( she supposed to come home TODAY but now not till like wednesday. I miss her sooo much. this fucking sucks. Lynn comes home today. I miss her alot and I dunno. fucking everything so fucked up noww =/ oh well . Lucys still grounded haha I feel reallly bad for her.mhmm yeah so my mom decided to give me a drug test.. in like a week cuz I hung out with Eli like two days.. and me being with Jeff. shes just being wicked gay about this. w/e I dont care if she does it. oh well hahah Yesterday I went to Jeffs from like 5 30 to 11 30 i love him soo much ♥ yeah devin came over hahah hes awesome then some kid. idk hes gayyy tho haha today I think emilys sleeping over and were hanging out with Jeff anddd devin.. Colleens birthday is coming up like 2 days :] so monday im sleeping over her house with a buncha girls :] rosey is coming home tomorrow! yeah im hanging out with him i miss him alot. then tuesday im hanging out with nigga pie and were going to taco bell :] I cant wait for cheerleading to start. But we have no girls on are team which sucks.Ireally wanna do allstars agian! I miss it with Lynn =\ what everr comment loves ♥
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[Saturday August 13th, 2005 ♥] |
Im a nigga pie
Name: Carly Birthday: 2-5-91 Birthplace: worcester Current Location: northboro Eye Color: greenish brown Hair Color: blonde Height: 5'3 Right Handed or Left Handed: right Your Heritage: sweedish. french The Shoes You Wore Today: flip flops Your Weakness:idk Your Fears: spiders Your Perfect Pizza: cheese Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:<3 Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: haha lol Thoughts First Waking Up: what time is it Your Best Physical Feature: nothing Your Bedtime: dont have a bef time Your Most Missed Memory: Lynn + al + jared Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi MacDonalds or Burger King: burgerking Single or Group Dates: both Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: nestea Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate Cappuccino or Coffee: cappaccino Do you Smoke: sometimes Do you Swear: yah Do you Sing: noo Do you Shower Daily: yes Have you Been in Love: ya Do you want to go to College: yes Do you want to get Married: yes Do you belive in yourself: iguess Do you get Motion Sickness: no Do you think you are Attractive: no Are you a Health Freak: nah Do you get along with your Parents: sometimes Do you like Thunderstorms: mhmm =) Do you play an Instrument: nope In the past month have you Smoked: ya In the past month have you been on Drugs: nope In the past month have you gone on a Date: yaaaa In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no In the past month have you been on Stage: no In the past month have you been Dumped: no In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no In the past month have you Stolen Anything: nope Ever been Beaten up: no Ever Shoplifted: yaaa How do you want to Die: in my sleep What do you want to be when you Grow Up: idunno What country would you most like to Visit: ireland In a Boy/Girl.. Favourite Eye Color: blue/green Favourite Hair Color: blond/brown Short or Long Hair: both Height: not to tall Weight: not to fat Best Clothing Style: skater Number of Drugs I have taken: Number of CDs I own: iduno Number of Piercings: 6 Number of Tattoos: none Number of things in my Past I Regret: alot
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